(Lizzie when her sisters did her make-up for a fashion show that they put on). I think she looks like a perfect little vampire. I wonder why I would have vampires on my mind. hmmm. Could it be that I just read all four twilight books in the past week. I look like a vampire too with my dark circles under my eyes. ha ha. I really enjoyed reading them. They so draw me in and I can't put them down. I must be truthful and admit that i really am embarrassed to say that I love them too. I am always hesitant to say that I read them and loved them to people because I am so torn on whether I should be reading them. Am I a total hypocrite because I don't want Rachel to read them. I can't decide if it just isn't age appropriate for her or just plain not appropriate (for me included). At 16 I really don't want Rachel pressing her body as hard as she can against a boy, with his smoldering eyes, and tracing his lips with her tongue. Would President Hinkley call it titillating and tawdry and to stay away from it? (I loved it when he would say that. I love to say the words titillating and tawdry. hee hee). The book definitely made me want to go and find Dave, so what is a 12 year old supposed to do with those feelings? The prophet says that "before marriage, do not do anything to arouse the powerful emotions that must be expressed only in marriage. Do not participate in passionate kissing, lie on top of another person etc. Do not participate in talk or activities that arouse sexual feelings." And than why as an LDS author would she put in bad language? I know there is worse language, but still. AGain, I don't want my kids to read books, or watch movies that use that kind of language, but here I am, the hypocrite again. Jacob is really giving me a hard time because I have been laying down the law with him about movies and video games, yet I am reading these books. Am I justifying doing something that I don't believe in because they are so vampirelicious? signed, desperately undecided.